superior to earthly things. Imagine, when thou desirest glory, that thou hast already attained
it, and mark the end, and thou wilt find it to be nothing. Consider with what loss it is atten-
ded, of how many and how great blessings it will deprive thee. For thou wilt undergo the
toils and danger, yet be deprived of the fruits and rewards of them. Consider that the majority
are bad, and despise their opinion. In the case of each individual, consider what the man is,
and thou wilt see how ridiculous a thing is glory, that it is rather to be called shame.
And after this, lift up thy thoughts to the theater1462 above. When in doing any good
thou considerest that it ought to be displayed to men, and thou seekest for some spectators
of the action, and art in travail to be seen, reflect that God beholds thee, and all that desire
will be extinguished. Retire from the earth, and look to that theater that is in Heaven. If men
should praise thee, yet hereafter they will blame thee, will envy thee, will assail thy character;
or if they do not, yet their praise will not benefit thee. It is not so with God. He delights in
praising our virtuous deeds. Hast thou spoken well, and obtained applause? What hast thou
gained? For if those who applauded thee were benefited, changed in their minds, become
better men, and had desisted from their evil deeds, then mightest thou indeed rejoice, not
at the praises bestowed, but at the wonderful change for the better. But if they continue their
praises, and loud plaudits, but gain no good by what they applaud, thou oughtest rather to
grieve: for these things turn to their judgment and condemnation.1463 But thou obtainest
glory for thy piety. If thou art truly pious, and conscious of no guilt, thou shouldest rejoice,
not because thou are reputed pious, but because thou art so. But if, without being so, thou
desirest the good opinion of the multitude, consider that they will not be thy judges at the
last day, but He who knoweth perfectly the things that are hid. And if while conscious of
guilt, thou art supposed by all to be pure, instead of rejoicing, thou shouldest grieve and
mourn bitterly, keeping constantly in view that Day, in which all things will be revealed, in
which the hidden things of darkness will be brought to light.
Dost thou enjoy honor? reject it, knowing that it renders thee a debtor. Does no one
honor thee? thou oughtest to rejoice at it. For God will not lay1464 to thy charge this, among
other things, that thou hast enjoyed honor. Seest thou not that God upbraids Israel with
this among other things, by his prophet, “I took of your sons for Prophets, and of your
young men for sanctification”? (Amos ii. 11, Sept.) Thou wilt therefore gain this advantage
at least, that thou wilt not aggravate thy punishment. For he who is not honored in the
present life, who is despised, and held in no consideration, but is insulted and scorned, gains
this at least, if nothing else, that he has not to answer for being honored by his fellow-ser-
1462 i.e. spectators.
1463 B. and Sav. mar. add, “and condemnation.”
1464 One ms. “will lay.” The sense is the same, as it refers to the contrary case.
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