Chapter V.
Of the method of penitence and the proof of pardon.
Wherefore
in order to satisfy
as briefly and shortly as possible, your desire and question, the full
and perfect description of penitence is, never again to yield to those
sins for which we do penance, or for which our conscience is pricked.
But the proof of satisfaction and pardon is for us to have expelled the
love of them from our hearts. For each one may be sure that he is not
yet free from his former sins as long as any image of those sins which
he has committed or of others like them dances before his eyes, and I
will not say a delight in—but the recollection of—them
haunts his inmost soul while he is devoting himself to satisfaction for
them and to tears. And so one who is on the watch to make satisfaction
may then feel sure that he is free from his sins and that he has
obtained pardon for past faults, when he never feels that his heart is
stirred by the allurements and imaginations of these same sins.
Wherefore the truest test of penitence and witness of pardon is found
in our own conscience, which even before the day of judgment and of
knowledge, while we are still in the flesh, discloses our acquittal
from guilt, and reveals the end of satisfaction and the grace of
forgiveness. And that what has been said may be more significantly
expressed, then only should we believe that the stains of past sins are
forgiven us, when the desires for present delights as well as the
passions have been expelled from our heart.