adamant, though he were struck a thousand blows, would never attend to it, no more would
Paul. And “I live,” says he, “but no longer I,” that is, no longer the old man; as again else-
where, “Wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me out of the body of this death!” (Rom.
vii. 24.) How too does he live who does nought for the sake of food, nought for the sake of
clothing, nought for any of these present things? Such an one does not even live the natural
life: he who takes thought for none of the things which sustain life, lives not. We live this
life, whose every action regards it. But he lived not; he busied himself about nought of the
things here. How then lived he? Just as we are accustomed to say, in common matters, such
an one is not with me, when he does nothing that pertains to me. Again, in like sort, such
a man lives not for me. Elsewhere he shows that he rejects not the natural life: “The life
which I now live in the flesh, I live in the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave
himself for me” (Gal. ii. 20.); i.e. a certain new life I live, an altered one. And truly all these
things he said to comfort the Philippians. Think not, says he, that I shall be deprived of this
life, for neither whilst alive did I live this life, but that which Christ willed. For tell me? He
who despises money, luxury, hunger, thirst, dangers, health, safety, does he live this life? He
who has nothing here, and is ofttimes willing to cast life away, if need be, and clings not to
it, does he live this life? By no means. This I must make clear to you by a kind of example.
Let us imagine some one in great wealth, with many servants, and much gold, and who
makes no use of all these things; is such an one rich for all his wealth? By no means. Let him
see his children dissipating his property, strolling idly about; let him feel no concern for
them; when beaten let him not even be pained; shall we call him a man of wealth? By no
means; although his wealth is his own. “To me,” he says, “to live is Christ;” if you will enquire
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of my life, it is He. “And to die is gain.” Wherefore? Because I shall more clearly be present
with Him; so that my death is rather a coming to life; they who kill me will work on me no
dreadful thing, they will only send me onward to my proper life, and free me from that
which is not mine. What then, while thou wert here, wert thou not Christ’s? Yes, and in a
high degree.
Ver. 22. “But if to live in the flesh,—if this is the fruit of my work, then what I shall
choose I wot not.”
Lest any should say, If what you say is life, wherefore hath Christ left you here? “It is,”
he says, “the fruit of my work;” so that it is possible to use to good purpose the present life,
while not living it. Lest you should think that reproach is cast upon life. For if we gain no
advantage here, wherefore do we not make away with ourselves, nor slay ourselves? By no
means, he answers. It is open to us to profit even here, if we live not this, but another life.
But perchance one will say, does this bear thee fruit? Yes! he answers. Where are now the
heretics? Behold now; “to live in the flesh,” this is “the fruit of his work.” “That which I now
live in the flesh, I live in faith;” therefore it is “the fruit of my work.”
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