Chapter XXI.
Of the inward peace of a monk, and of spiritual
abstinence.
For
it is not an external enemy
whom we have to dread. Our foe is shut up within ourselves: an internal
warfare is daily waged by us: and if we are victorious in this, all
external things will be made weak, and everything will be made peaceful
and subdued for the soldier of Christ. We shall have no external enemy
to fear, if what is within is overcome and subdued to the spirit. And
let us not believe that that external fast from visible food alone can
possibly be sufficient for perfection of heart and purity of body
unless with it there has also been united a fast of the soul. For the
soul also has its foods which are harmful, fattened on which, even
without superfluity of meats, it is involved in a downfall of
wantonness. Slander is its food, and indeed one that is very dear to
it. A burst of anger also is its food, even if it be a very slight one;
yet supplying it with miserable food for an hour, and destroying it as
well with its deadly savour. Envy is a food of the mind, corrupting it
with its poisonous juices and never ceasing to make it wretched and
miserable at the prosperity and success of another. Kenodoxia, i.e.,
vainglory is its food, which gratifies it with a delicious meal for a
time; but afterwards strips it clear and bare of all virtue, and
dismisses it barren and void of all spiritual fruit, so that it makes
it not only lose the rewards of huge labours, but also makes it incur
heavier punishments. All lust and shifty wanderings of heart are a sort
of food for the soul, nourishing it on harmful meats, but leaving it
afterwards without share of the heavenly bread and of really solid
food. If then, with all the powers we have, we abstain from these in a
most holy fast, our observance of the bodily fast will be both useful
and profitable. For labour of the flesh, when joined with contrition of
the spirit, will produce a sacrifice that is most acceptable to God,
and a worthy shrine of holiness in the pure and undefiled inmost
chambers of the heart. But if, while fasting as far as the body is
concerned, we are entangled in the most dangerous vices of the soul,
our humiliation of the flesh will do us no good whatever, while the
most precious part of us is defiled: since we go wrong through that
substance by virtue of which we are made a shrine of the Holy Ghost.
For it is not so much the corruptible flesh as the clean heart, which
is made a shrine for God, and a temple of the Holy Ghost. We ought
therefore, whenever the outward man fasts, to restrain the inner man
as well from food which is
bad for him: that inner man, namely, which the blessed Apostle above
all urges us to present pure before God, that it may be found worthy to
receive Christ as a guest within, saying “that in the inner man
Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.”
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