know you had long been plotting this trick, lest they should say that our friendship was a
mere pretence. For even if it is so, as indeed it is—nor would you yourself deny it after what
you have done to me—yet it is well to hide our misfortune from the outside world, and
persons who entertain but a moderate opinion of us. I shrink from telling them the truth,
and how things really stand with us, and I am compelled in future to keep silence, and look
down on the ground, and turn away to avoid those whom I meet. For if I escape the condem-
nation on the former charge, I am forced to undergo judgment for speaking falsehood. For
they will never believe me when I say that you ranged Basil amongst those who are not
permitted to know your secret affairs. Of this, however, I will not take much account, since
it has seemed agreeable to you, but how shall we endure the future disgrace? for some accuse
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you of arrogance, others of vainglory: while those who are our more merciful accusers, lay
both these offences to our charge, and add that we have insulted those who did us honor,
although had they experienced even greater indignity it would only have served them right
for passing over so many and such distinguished men and advancing mere youths,49 who
were but yesterday immersed in the interests of this world, to such a dignity as they never
have dreamed of obtaining, in order that they may for a brief season knit the eyebrows, wear
dusky garments, and put on a grave face. Those who from the dawn of manhood to extreme
old age have diligently practised self-discipline, are now to be placed under the government
of youths who have not even heard the laws which should regulate their administration of
this office. I am perpetually assailed by persons who say such things and worse, and am at
a loss how to reply to them; but I pray you tell me: for I do not suppose that you took to
flight and incurred such hatred from such distinguished men without cause or consideration,
but that your decision was made with reasoning and circumspection: whence also I conjecture
that you have some argument ready for your defence. Tell me, then, whether there is any
fair excuse which I can make to those who accuse us.
For I do not demand any account for the wrongs which I have sustained at your hands,
nor for the deceit or treachery you have practised, nor for the advantage which you have
derived from me in the past. For I placed my very life, so to say, in your hands, yet you have
treated me with as much guile as if it had been your business to guard yourself against an
enemy. Yet if you knew this decision of ours to be profitable, you ought not to have avoided
the gain: if on the contrary injurious, you should have saved me also from the loss, as you
always said that you esteemed me before every one else. But you have done everything to
make me fall into the snare: and you had no need of guile and hypocrisy in dealing with one
49 Chrysostom was about 28 at this time. The Council of Neo Cæsarea (about 320) fixed 30 as the age at
which men were eligible for the priesthood, and the same age at least must have been required for a bishop, yet
Remigius was consecrated to the See of Reims at the age of 22, A.D. 457; and there are many other instances of
bishops, under the prescribed age.
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