was there, and ordered him to afford me every possible means of repose, and if any of the
monks should make an assault, wishing to insult or maltreat me, he was to collect the labour-
ers from her other farms, and thus marshal a force against them. Moreover she besought
me to take refuge in her house, which had a fortress and was impregnable, that I might escape
the hands of the bishop and monks. This however I could not be induced to do, but remained
in the villa, knowing nothing of the plans which were devised after these things. For even
then they were not content to desist from their fury against me but Pharetrius beset the lady
as she says, straitly threatening her, constraining and forcing her to expel me even from the
suburbs, so that at midnight, I knowing nothing of these things, the lady being unable to
endure his annoyance, announced, without my knowledge, that the barbarians were at hand,
for she was ashamed to mention the compulsion which she had undergone. So in the middle
of the night Evethius the presbyter came to me, and having roused me from sleep, exclaimed
with a loud voice “Get up, I pray you, the barbarians are upon us, they are close at hand.”
Imagine my condition on hearing this! Then, when I said to him what must we do? we
cannot take refuge in the city lest we suffer worse things than what the Isaurians are going
to do to us, he compelled me to go out. It was midnight, a dark, murky night without a
moon—a circumstance which filled up the measure of our perplexity—we had no companion,
no assistant, for all had deserted us. Nevertheless under the pressure of fear and in the ex-
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pectation of immediate death, I got up, suffering as I was, having ordered torches to be lit.
These however the presbyter ordered to be put out, for fear as he said lest the barbarians
should be attracted by the light and attack us; so the torches were extinguished. Then the
mule which carried my litter fell on its knees, the road being rugged, and steep and stony,
and I who was inside was thrown down and narrowly escaped destruction, after which I
dismounted, and was dragged along on foot, being held fast by Evethius the presbyter (for
he also had alighted from his mule), and so I plodded on, led, or rather hauled by the hand,
for to walk was impossible through such a difficult country, and amongst steep mountains
in the middle of the night. Imagine what my sufferings must have been, encompassed as I
was by such calamities, and oppressed by the fever, ignorant of the plans which had been
made, but in terror of the barbarians and trembling. with the expectation of falling into their
hands. Do you not think that these sufferings alone, even if nothing else besides had befallen
me, would avail to blot out many of my sins, and afford ample material for obtaining praise
with God? Now the reason of all this, at least as I suppose, was, that as soon as I arrived in
Cæsarea, those who were in official positions, the learned men who were ex-vicars, and ex-
governors, the ex-tribunes and indeed the whole people visited me every day, paid me great
attention, and treated me as the apple of their eye; I suppose these things irritated Pharetrius
and that the envy which drove me from Constantinople did not refrain from pursuing me
even here. This at least is what I suppose, for I do not positively declare it but only suspect
it to be the fact.
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To Olympias.