in thy pride? Lo, with thine own arms hath the enemy conquered thee. Thou verily, didst
look for a commandment as a defence: and, lo, by the commandment the enemy hath found
an occasion of entering in. “For sin taking occasion by the commandment,” he saith, “de-
ceived me, and by it slew me.”4288 What means what I said, “With thine own arms hath the
enemy conquered thee”? Hear the same Apostle going on, and saying; “Wherefore the Law
indeed is holy, and the commandment holy, and just, and good.”4289 Make answer now to
the revilers4290 of the Law: make answer on the Apostle’s authority, “The commandment
is holy, the Law holy, the commandment just and good. Was then that which is good, made
death unto me? God forbid! But sin that it might appear sin, by that which is good wrought
death in me.”4291 Why is this but because on receiving the commandment thou didst fear,
not love? Thou fearedst punishment, thou didst not love righteousness. Whoso feareth
punishment, wisheth, if it were possible, to do what pleaseth him, and not to have what he
feareth. God forbiddeth adultery, thou hast coveted another’s wife, thou dost not go in unto
her, thou dost not do so, opportunity is given thee, thou hast time, a favourable place is
open, witnesses are absent, yet thou dost not do it, wherefore? Because thou fearest the
punishment. But no one will know it. Will not God know it? So it is clear, because God
knoweth what thou art about to do, thou doest it not; but here thou fearest the threatenings
of God, not lovest His commandments. Why dost thou not do it? Because if thou do, thou
wilt be cast into hell fire. It is the fire thou fearest. O if thou didst love chastity, thou
wouldest not do it, even though thou mightest be altogether unpunished. If God were to
say to thee, “Lo, do it, I will not condemn thee, I will not condemn thee to hell fire, but I
will withhold My Face from thee.” If thou did it not because of this threat, it would be from
the love of God that thou didst not do it, not from the fear of judgment. But thou wouldest
do it, perhaps I mean thou wouldest do so; for it is not my place to judge. If thou do it not
on this principle because thou abhorrest the contamination of adultery, because thou lovest
His precepts, that thou mayest obtain 4292 His promises, and not because thou fearest His
condemnation, it is the grace which maketh saints that aideth thee; it is all of grace, ascribe
it not to thine own self, attribute it not to thine own strength. Thou actest from delight in
it, well; thou actest in charity, well; I assent, I agree. Charity worketh by thee, when thou
actest with thy will. At once dost thou taste sweetness, if thou hope on the Lord.
4. But whence hast thou this charity, if yet thou hast it? for I am afraid lest even yet it
is through fear thou doest it not, and lest thou seem great in thine own eyes. Now if it is
4288 Rom. vii. 11.
4289 Rom. vii. 12.
4290 The Manichæans.
4291 Rom. vii. 13.
4292 Exigas.
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