Chapter VIII.
How greatly those excel who depart from sin through the
feeling of love.
For
there is a great difference
between one who puts out the fire of sin within him by fear of hell or
hope of future reward, and one who from the feeling of divine love has
a horror of sin itself and of uncleanness, and keeps hold of the virtue
of purity simply from the love and longing for purity, and looks for no
reward from a promise for the future, but, delighted with the knowledge
of good things present, does everything not from regard to punishment
but from delight in virtue. For this condition can neither abuse an
opportunity to sin when all human witnesses are absent, nor be
corrupted by the secret allurements of thoughts, while, keeping in its
very marrow the love of virtue itself, it not only does not admit into
the heart anything that is opposed to it, but actually hates it with
the utmost horror. For it is one thing for a man in his delight at some
present good to hate the stains of sins and of the flesh, and another
thing to check unlawful desires by contemplating the future reward; and
it is one thing to fear present loss and another to dread future
punishment. Lastly it is a much greater thing to be unwilling to
forsake good for good’s own sake, than it is to withhold consent
from evil for fear of evil. For in the former case the good is
voluntary, but in the latter it is constrained and as it were violently
forced out of a reluctant party either by fear of punishment or by
greed of reward. For one who abstains from the allurements of sin owing
to fear, will whenever the obstacle of fear is removed, once more
return to what he loves and thus will not continually acquire any
stability in good, nor will he ever rest free from attacks because he
will not secure the sure and lasting peace of chastity. For where there
is the disturbance of warfare there cannot help being the danger of
wounds. For one who is in the midst of the conflict, even though he is
a warrior and by fighting bravely inflicts frequent and deadly wounds
on his foes, must still sometimes be pierced by the point of the
enemy’s sword. But one who has defeated the attack of sins and is
now in the enjoyment of the security of peace, and has passed on to the
love of virtue itself, will keep this condition of good continually, as
he is entirely wrapped up in it, because he believes that nothing can
be worse than the loss of his inmost chastity. For he deems nothing
dearer or more precious than present purity, to whom a dangerous
departure from virtue or a poisonous stain of sin is a grievous
punishment. To such an one, I say, neither will regard for the presence
of another add anything to his goodness nor will solitude take anything
away from it: but as always and everywhere he bears about with him his
conscience as a judge not only of his actions but also of his thoughts,
he will especially try to please it, as he knows that it cannot be
cheated nor deceived, and that he cannot escape it.